LoveGame - Lady Gaga

Hello blogger! hihi ;)
it's almost one month that I didn't writting blog. By the way, let me share my whole stories (2 days lately)!

* current mood : up and down up and down up and down
* current song : TERUSKANLAH - Agnes Monica

That was what I want to share!
' pernahkah kau bicara? Tapi tak didengar.. ' yaaa etc, didn't remember the whole lyrics!
Yeaaah, I ♥ that song so much. It's like describing my feelings 'up and down' rite now!
D'you know how its comes? Not sure, but surely this 2 days lately, I WAS CRIED LIKE A BABY! poor me, my spoiled-brat-acted has comes then he walk away from me!
I don't know why he was so mean? Let me cried out loud like a toodler!
I make it a lil bit confused, the point is ' I MISS HIM SO MUCH '
I want to meet him
I want to hug him
I want to kiss him

I'm crying, begging for his kindness, but he didn't even heard me!

I want him to visits me, but he wont!

Still patient still patient. But my patience and my brain did'nt work in the same way. I lost my patience then I screamed and cried like a SPOILED-PRINCESS!
But he didn't care. He stick in his way.

It's so hurting me. For many times, he gimme his promises but he didn't do the promises he made.

I'm hurt. I'm pain.

And I said the effin' word.
'I want you break up with me' with tears and screamed. Firstly he aggreed, he told me that he doesn't know what must he do for me. He tired with my attitude who always made him angry.

I'm so glad he agree with mine, but my other side is CRYING! blahhh I hate this situations. That night, my not yet ex, called me. He asked me about my 'breaking up thingy'. I replied, 'sure, I'm serious'. His sounds dissaticfied, he asked me, 'I dont want to broke up with you. We're still going out and went steady'

OK! I agree, besides, I still loved him so much! Then my sleep went so relief. But my sister said that in the morning, my face looked so tired. My sister never sees me like that, she told me that she didn't want to waking me up wether I asked her.

Then the next day, the mess comes again. Alright, alright. Pass! I already forgive him. It's enough for me to crying crying and crying. But it can't stopped my tears fell down. I cried and I screamed. It means, the-breaking-up-thingy comes again. I said that effin words twice. Alright! But he didn't agree this time, he said that 'he still in love with me'

for many times, i can not resist his charm!

I love you, yesterday, today, tommorow and forever.


♥
ANIES

Label: LOVE LIFE